I have this incredibly irrational fear about tomorrow night.
It will be New Year’s Eve.
It will be midnight.
I will be surrounded by my very good looking (and single >:]) guy friends at a fancy bar in a big city full of opportunity. And somehow, I’m afraid I’ll be awkwardly paired up with my ex-boyfriend to kiss.
Furthermore I am terrified that for the first time, I won’t have anyone to bring home that night.